OK so today is the day I start a 2 week low to no carb cleansing. I have been fighting with myself over the extra weight I have gained. So in order to start out right I must confess what this weight means to me.
My weight is a tool used to hide from the world. If I am heavy I feel safe. I was really thin all of my life. Then had kids. Then lost the weight, then saw what that women don't like you to loss weight. Put it back on to assure others they were safe. Ministry is tough. You need to look good but no too good. So I put back the weight and now have to shed it all again. I am sure there will be lessons to learn this time. Like maybe sugar is not my friend. Stay tuned as my family suffers the withdrawals.
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